Sunday, June 30, 2013
It's hard to stay strong when all you get is the same outcome. No matter how hard you try to change the possibilities the answer is always the same. I don't know how I lasted through this past year. Is this a trial that I can't overcome? Is this a sign that maybe it's best to part ways? I know maybe in the future I may be laughing at this post or I may be thanking myself, or perhaps I may be kicking myself in the ass because I should have listened to this post. Right now I am so confused and I am lonely right now. They say never let anyone be alone who is emotionally unstable but I am. It's hard to think of all the good times when the bad times outweigh it so much. I try so hard. Maybe I gotta leave.
Tuesday, June 25, 2013
I really wished I could blog more often, it's just that my schedule has been occupied with other things and I absolutely have no time. I mean I do have time at 12:00am but really all that is on my mind is sleeping. I know its summer and sleeping shouldn't really be in my schedule but lately I've been fatigue and drowsy, so I pretty much need my 5 or more hours of sleep. I recently went to my grad party and let me just say it was really fun! I have to admit I am going to miss all of my classmates even the ones I barely talked to! It just won't be the same feeling of going to school. I am going to miss having my own personal locker, or having to walk down through the stinky and nasty hallways. Well that's life for you, you're going to have to move on. One thing though that is pissing me off is that no classes at Douglas anymore :(