I don't know why I stopped blogging. Maybe because I lost the motivation to become an inspiring blogger? I don't even know what I'm saying anymore hah. Any who, I've been occupied with Family, Friends, Work and of course the Boyfriend. What's missing here? God. I've been lacking in Faith, not the faith that I don't know whether or not he exist, no. Just that I've been absent when it comes to going to BLD. BLD is the glue to my happiness, it keeps me sane and lifted. Yet why do I always find myself falling astray? Is it because I don't want to go since none of the people there don't really go? I don't know I really lost it, I mean I try so hard but when a small opportunity comes up I usually ditch it. What to do with life.